spreading my message

I’m not posting things as often as I’d like and I think I may have pin-pointed some of the reason.  I actually have quite a few blogs written that I haven’t posted, for I am not happy with them.  I’ve held certain things back from you guys and due to this I find that I hold myself back from truly writing what I wish.  I’m ready to write in a more creative way, to write on different things,to  allow you to get to know a different side of me. Since my move, I feel as if I’ve begun my journey.  I’ve struggled with going against what my heart is pulling me to do.  Mainly because it is not easy, it does not make any sense.  Yet, as I listen to my heart and allow it to guide me, I am noting positive transformations within myself.  

 I have a writing that I free wrote about my passion, what I see myself doing in the near future.  I’ve spent months attempting to hone my thoughts and they are finally here!  I shared it with a friend last week and since then I’ve been inspired to share it with a few others.  Something is telling me to post it as a blog.  After reading it,  you will know where my heart lies and will have a deeper understanding of my earlier writings.  From this point forward, I will strive to free write the rest of my blog posts.  To grow in confidence, to not think twice what others think of me, to allow myself to truly feel free in every possibly moment of my life.  And this is the perfect way for me to begin…  

“I wish to travel amongst different cultures. To promote peace. To help people find their inner passions and desires.
We were all born to fulfill a certain purpose. When we work in alignment with our purpose we begin to feel enlightened and find that we are happier. We have the ability to travel the world, experience different cultures and can be who we wish to be. 
As one of my favorite authors Matthew Kelly has quoted, “Energy is created by a sense of purpose and a lifestyle that integrates our legitimate needs, our deepest desires and our talents.” We are a people consumed with our day-to-day activities. Worrying over our next meal, what we are going to do that night, what we are going to wear. Think about these thoughts. They are so minute, so trivial. We have people starving in other parts of the world. We are using up our fossil fuels, wasting electricity. We have a problem and we go on living our lives as if there isn’t one. I am so saddened by this. We have the potential to change this. We have to put our minds, our hearts, our thoughts, our actions together. We can’t go on living like this. 


I first want to travel amongst different cultures and gain knowledge and experience the different lifestyles. I realize that there are problems in the U.S., but across all nations there is one thing that we share. We are all human beings. At our core we are all equal. I wish to acquaint myself with different cultures and gain hands on experience with their problems. Really get to know them, for I am confident that it will only heighten my level of motivation in bringing our world together.  

Once I travel through different countries, experiencing different cultures I plan on visiting the US. There has to be a huge change in the way we live our lives. If we can get enough people together, we can find solutions to our problems. I have complete faith in humanity. I understand that things will not change overnight, but baby steps is all that I care about. I’d like to see communities coming together. Growing their own gardens, striving to aim their meals on eating local produce, finding different ways of transportation. I’d like to find a way of actually getting people to care about our beautiful planet. To appreciate all that it is. Ahhh, I find myself overwhelmed, anxious. There are soo many things I don’t know. I have soo much research to do. But I can’t give up. Just reading new things a few minutes every day will greatly expand my knowledge. The main thing I must remember is to listen to my heart, feel it. When I allow myself to write and think things in this way I feel so motivated, so connected to life, to the divine spirit, to my path. I feel as if my time is coming soon. It’s been building but I’m about to explode and omgosh I’m soo ready for it to happen. I feel as if I can’t go on living my life of just hanging out. I’m not fulfilled, I’m not truly happy. Have I ever been? Looking back, no. My heart is aching to do something. I almost feel as if I can’t take it. But it’s this feeling that is pushing me to find my passion, for the moment that I realize that I am completely content and happy and fulfilled will be the most amazing feeling ever. And I will truly appreciate it. I am learning to be patient though, for this will not happen until I am ready. Until I accept the present moment for what it is.”  ~Angelique Watson, April 2010  




3 thoughts on “spreading my message”

  1. Hey Lady,
    I like where you are going! My take, at this time, on Human Evolution is that people have to learn to love and respect themselves before they van learn to love and respect other humans, other creatures, the cultures, this beautiful Earth. Humans also have to face their current inability to experience contentment (that balanced in-between state). People are always looking for Happiness, and they try to find it in so many places through so many means. Just look at all the overweight people in our society. People have no idea what the biological amount of food that their body needs to sustain them. (our stomach is the size of our fist and should ideally be filled 3/4 of the way full) and many of those that do know (like moi) have not cultivated enough self-control to stop when something is enough (like moi). This is something that I am very aware of right now, and am cultivating. How much is enough… food, drink, work, rest, sex, emotion, detachment, obsession, energy, etc. How much do I really need? Just think how different the world would be if people could stop when they have Enough! The light bill would certainly go down down down! The other thing that I have been actively cultivating within myself is seeing myself completely within another, and being compassionate to what all of myself that I see. I think that judgment gets a bad wrap, and of course judgment in excess and without compassion is not constructive, but honest compassionate judgment is very useful. I judge myself with compassion when I do something that is not constructive to my greater purpose. When I, through laziness and weakness need to repeat a lesson I’ve already learned. (but obviously i haven’t fully learned it, if I needed to repeat it, huh?!) My main goal is to live with consistent consciousness. Oh, how huge of a change would occur in the world if these simple yet very difficult things could be incorporated in everyone’s life! But I know that no one can learn anything until they are ready to learn it, so what can we do? Right now I feel that all I can do is work hard to incorporate these things in my life, so that they are a Habit, and a true part of my essence. This way, I can set an example.
    anyway, I have rambled for a while,
    much love and grace to you,
    you are on a very good path,
    peace to you,

  2. Just want to say what a great blog you got here!
    I’ve been around for quite a lot of time, but finally decided to show my appreciation of your work!

    Thumbs up, and keep it going!

    Christian, iwspo.net

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